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Life.

Journal Entry: Thu Aug 28, 2008, 3:20 AM
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so, what have i been up to lately in life?

i can tell u that this week has been quite a mess.

Monday: I dropped a unit cause i didn't like it, it was about politics and sociology of Japan, totally not my things cause i really have no interest in politics. Relieved.

Tuesday: Who got the shortest memory span? gold fish? no, ME. seriously, thanks to my 1-sec memory span, i lost $105 during my working shiff (long story), so i had to pay it back. *sad*

then went to belly dancing class, it drove my attention away so i was all happy again. Good.

Wednesday: I found out that i had stuffed up my course cause i am not allowed to study more than required units in for one of my degree (i am doing double degree) so yea, GREAT. Spamming emails to faculty. Bad + worried.

Went to a career info session, it was exciting, so it drove my attention away.

Thursday: Got the acceptance letter from uni which says i have been selected to go to Japan Study Program! AWESOME! but then, now i have to save extra HARD cause i didn't get the scholarship (super disappointed because i studied really hard for that). And now i have decided to stop the belly dancing class cause i have to save the money. (i am being really cheap atm)

Got an email from faculty which says that the problem i am having now is really serious and urgent, and i will have to talk to the course advisor tommorow. **super worried**

Friday: To Come.


so yea, this week has been like a roller-coaster to me. Maybe if i stop caring so much, i can sleep better tonight (have been having problem to sleep for the whole week so far).

That's life alright, Harsh and Hard.

And also, i got informed by my boss that he MIGHT be selling the business, which means that i might be JOBLESS soon. The news was like a BIG ROCK dropped onto my head. Maybe it is a sign for me to start finding a proper job soon....

Life is HARSH.... i wish i can just go hide in the jungle or something for a week to ease up my mind >__>;...

Maybe LOVE can save me? LOL. my parent have been asking me to go out and socialise more and even get a bf, i guess that means that i am getting sooo OLD that they are starting to worry about my love life.

lol, funny, as if i will get myself into another mess like that. Relationship is totally not my thing. It requires too much effort.

anyway, enough talking from me. It's amazing that u have read this far lol. Although life is hard, I still feel that it's lucky to be born in this world and to have lived till now, especially being born in the era dominated by manga and anime, just like a heaven to me =w=~

Life is Hell but the World is Pretty (maybe not for long because of the pollutions), anyway that's my theory of life.



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Holiday's To-DO list:

ARTs (owing to people):
1. Gaia arts that i owe to people (1 more to go)
2. Kiriban art for ~Galar
3. art collab with ~nondekin
4. charity auction art on DA (in note)
5. art trade with ~AntaresPuchu , *kururu-pon
6. fanart for ~devilevil , *tooaya
7. gift for ~Sakeko-chan

Games/ anime:
1. get to lvl100 in maple
2. beat my bro's level in FFVII gave up XP~
3. play Disgaea 2 (bought 1 year ago =A=;..)
4. watch Rozen Maidens (bought 1 year ago =A=;..)
5. watch Black Cat (bought 1 year ago =A=;..)

ARTs (for self's target)
1. Update K_E_Y at least once per week. (i seriously want to finish this comic =A=;...)
2. Release an artbook for K_E_Y.
3. Release an artbook.
4. Sell the leftovers from manifest
5. Seriously want to write to these AWESOME people ( ~AntaresPuchu , ~darksouls , ~evikted , *hitsukuya )
6. Make a PC-dating game with [link]
7. constantly revise japanese
8. design some X'mas cards.
9. **thinking**
  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: Black Lagoon's opening song
  • Reading: KKChu, Soul Eater
  • Watching: Black Lagoon, Lucky Star
  • Playing: Yuri Revenge
  • Eating: my books
  • Drinking: water

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<3 When your life seems bad, try looking at someone elses it makes your problems seem really insignificant. Not that it will make it better but sometimes it can make you feel like its not all bad and cold be waaaayyy worse. I've had a crappy week as well if it helps :hugs:

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Moving Lips, Spoken Wit.
It seems like a relationship is not what you need right now. You need time to study and work for uni, and all that would do is take up some time.
At least you're in uni, doing fairly gratifying things, I'm still stuck in high school, puttin' around for 7 hours. xD
I hope that stuff all works out, and then maybe you can work on a social life.
Though I also wish to add that they can be annoying sometimes...

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The mudkips stole my signature...
D:
lol yeah maybe a relationship is not what you need that usually falls under 'distraction' which you dont need.

XD and yeah I have a 1 second memory aswell...it sucks

oh and congrats on your acceptance. I hope you can save enough

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This is such fun. i have inadvertently distracted you from the important message above. So if you read this just remember I have just wasted a few seconds of your life that you will never get back.
Awwwww, man that seems like a hell week, I could explain mines about last week it was hetic.
Almost as as much as yours.

Yeah, you don't need a relationship right now, they don't make your life better, they won't make the problems magically disappear.

Just, go out lots with friends.

CONGRATS ON YOUR ACCEPTANCE! Yeah, i hope you can save enough money to go.

I'm glad that you had little outlets, after what happeneded cause that helped you out.

Yeah that's life all right.
Hard work and just...Life.

No it's acutally, good that you care so much cause it means that you want it, as werid as that might sound.
The more, you want it, the harder your going to worry about getting it.<3


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Kokkoii-Matoku's Number one rule:
Never Give Up
Live it, Learn it, Love it
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awnnn maybe u need a hug... :hug:
don't worry.. you'll make it through this...! ^^
fight fight fight!!!


we're cheering for you!
sorry that things are so hectic. Congratulations on getting into the program though!

It's kind of funny about your parents asking you to find a bf (mine were always kind of "dont date until you're married" type)

I'm sorry that you had to drop Belly Dancing! ... ;A; it seemed like you really enjoyed it!


As a side note, if you're still interested in me selling keychains for you at AWA, I'm still up to do that! I'm selling mine for 3$ each, so if I sold yours, I could send you 2$ per keychain sold.
I'm .. really not very positive about sales though, there has been lots of competition at the convention.
[to answer your question earlier, it is awa-con.com ; located in georgia (usa); i'm going to be at table 57 ]


I hope you get better news from your advisers <3

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愛のために
Choosing classes is always a hassle.
Don't forget the teachers too.
Personally I want to go back to school again.

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積極和消極的想法只有一線之隔.
妳和我的距離卻像是天邊樣的遙遠...
Aww, do your best :heart:
Life has it's up's and down's but you know, after rain there'll be sunshine (lol cheesy me.) (:
Good luck on everything, really!

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Insert Message Here...ehhh...
yea, compared to those who starves and suffers, mine is really nothing.

I just need time to sort things out, there is just too much in my brain atm...

thanks, i hope ur week works out too :hug:~

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my online comic <C.I.T.R.U.S>: [link]
<K_E_Y>: [link]
high school is simpler compared to uni, although we do have more time in uni...

and yea, i find social life is so hard to manage. i find it hard to even keep in touch with only 2 friends, can't imagine what would it be like if i have more friends >__>;...

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my online comic <C.I.T.R.U.S>: [link]
<K_E_Y>: [link]

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